I’ve been torn recently, about whether to stay, or to go. I don’t know what it is that I’m looking for, which is unusual for me; I’m a man of action, a plan always in motion. My time to decide is drawing to a close though and I’ve been going back and forth about what I want and what I should do. Where I should be.I was out last night and ran into one of the models that I’ve worked with during my time here. We talked for a short while and I walked her home when we both left at the same time. She asked how longer I’d be here for and when I told her I might be leaving soon, she said “i hope you stay” and suddenly, so did I.