I met with her last night for a drink and as I passed behind her, I hugged her, maybe just a little too much; like I was saying hello in a different way for the first time, or maybe some other way for the last. "Everything ok?", she asked and when i told her it was, she seemed slightly confused and laughed just a little. While we sat there, talking, having a drink, I reached out and touched her hair lightly; I'm a physically affectionate person but felt like i'd never really shown that to her.

We parted ways with a discussion of our where each of our weeks would take us and I hugged her, gave her a little kiss on the neck before she got in her car and drove away. I walked home, stopping to say hello and goodnight to Jenny Kay before going home to finish some work and then finally crawl into bed.

I have another model coming into town today to work with me. It's the last thing that I've got slated in a very busy week before I can spend some time on myself, relax a little, have some fun that doesn't lead on any parade, to any place really, except where I want it to. I plan on being lazy all day on Saturday and then in the evening going uptown to have dinner with my friend "Johnny Law" at Delachaise. All these things that I'll do that day will be for me, to make up for the celebrating i didn't do during the past week's celebrations; it's time that I started doing more of that.